Dear LOL,
hi,
I truly have feelings for someone who is 56 (I am 24).She is my mom's friend. At first, she showed an interest in me. Then she managed to get me be alone with her. She said stuff like, she's never taken to anyone like she did to me. She was so romantic,and even kissed me. When I refused, she asked me to kiss me again. But i said no. Then she wanted me to kiss her forehead,which i did 'cause i really loved her,but i didn't want to be the bad girl. She's tried to tell me some thing but i remained as if i didn't understand. Later,she went away, then i kind of opened myself to her (i know i want her) maybe she just wanted to have fun with someone younger than herself.Still i don't care i love her. Let her have fun. I only want to give her what she wants from me But it's just not possible! My parents don't expect that from me and don't know that im a Lesbian but they know that she is.
What should I do?
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Sweetie Pie, Honey, Pumkin,
You got a lot going on. LOVE is strong word and it sounds to me like you both have some lust and infatuation going on and honestly, that is okay. The thing is what you do with that lust and infatuation. I want to say more responsibility is place on your mom's friend becasue of her age. However age does not always mean maturity.
My advice to you is to factor up the cost, risk management. Can you afford to take this risk emotionally? Can you risk the relationship quality that you have with your family?
Me personally, I think you should step back from the situation and most importantly ask her what does she want from you. EVERYONE want something! If she says NOTHING! Keep it moving.
Because remember you said, "I ONLY WANT TO GIVE HER WHAT she WANT from me!"
Keep Me posted!
Smooochez!!!!!!!
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